the one about the rain outside

i dunno. but i really like the rain.
especially the smell of it before it actually comes.
it is like the anticipation is so great... a kind of hope - to cleanse.

it is raining really heavily outside as i type this piece.
still remember i used to be unavailable during rain.
the fact that i play in the rain even during my university years was/is something others couldn't accept.

i used to wish that it would rain while walking home from class.
i used to wish that after my bath, i would still be able to watch the rain.
i used to wish that there will be a rainbow.

i pause my life to watch the rain till now.
something about it which makes it worthwhile.