i am so over someone...

dear dear... it is funny to have a guy checking on you - to see if u are still interested in him.

so, once upon a time, somewhere in Jan 2005, i had a crush with this Old Man. and he very well knows that i like him. we have a professional kind of relationship. but unofficially, we played anonymous through sms. sounded crazy, but believe me, it is definitely an adrenaline rush everytime we bump into each other.

however, since he expires earlier than expected (he did something really wrong), i stopped everything. yes, i was sad for a little while.
but he was damn cruel and cool at that time.

and yesterday, i was happily chatting with the whole bunch of crappy people. and this Old Man just walked over to talk to my friends. but, come on, u can really feel that the attention is so much on ME actually.

so, out of courtesy (since we have a professional relationship too)... i asked about his health (since he is old). and u know, the conversation just rolled on. And you can actually feel that, he is checking if i am still head over heels over him.

really sorry to say, i am just being courteous.
you know, courteous?
sorry... line closed.