The "Bad Boy"
one of my ex, M, was nothing but a bad boy.
and for the past few days, i've been having weird dreams about him.
M was a liar.
M doesn't have a fix income.
M was a womanizer.
M was lazy.
whatever things u can condemn about a typical malay man, he definitely has it.
which makes u question me, why was i with him?
i was trying to get over someone at that time.
i know i was selfish and stupid.
but at the same time, i know i am capable to stop when necessary.
i was with him - just to get the thrill of being at another end of the world.
the not so proper world.
and it is this kind of "no-string-attached" involvement that makes the whole relationship more spicy.
one moment we are off.
one moment we are on.
and since he is something like an accessory, he is a disposable item too.
or at times, disposed item.
i wasn't sure why did he fly into my dream.
but i'll take it as a signal - my heart wants to see him.
nice eh?
i am crazy.
and for the past few days, i've been having weird dreams about him.
M was a liar.
M doesn't have a fix income.
M was a womanizer.
M was lazy.
whatever things u can condemn about a typical malay man, he definitely has it.
which makes u question me, why was i with him?
i was trying to get over someone at that time.
i know i was selfish and stupid.
but at the same time, i know i am capable to stop when necessary.
i was with him - just to get the thrill of being at another end of the world.
the not so proper world.
and it is this kind of "no-string-attached" involvement that makes the whole relationship more spicy.
one moment we are off.
one moment we are on.
and since he is something like an accessory, he is a disposable item too.
or at times, disposed item.
i wasn't sure why did he fly into my dream.
but i'll take it as a signal - my heart wants to see him.
nice eh?
i am crazy.
1 Comments:
hehhehe
0 comment...i luv to try it... the two dif world hooked up,issit fun miss winnie???
AJ
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