the hand up there

this pic actually belongs to ayub.
u might find it familiar, but i find it really meaningful.

especially after what has happened to xen.

the HAND wasn't there to guide him out.

plz...
dun call him stupid, cause he was can't find another solution.
dun call his death unworthy, cause you are no one to determine for him either.

xen is a little bit different from the rest of you.
i am not sure which version of him u are more familiar with.
but i am sure we cared for him before, at least a little.
and what i am asking from you all - is to convert that care/love to respect.

NOT for what he did to himself.
but for loving him as a fren.

will that be too much to ask?

tearful goodbye

and so, u have decided to leave us all.
and so, u have decided to erase your own existence.
and so, u have decided to bring yourself to another world.

we might not be there to tell u that everything will be alright.
we might not be there to assure u that nothing is impossible.
we might not be there to let u the world is unique in its own way.

but i believe,
all of us have loved u in our own special way.
very special way.

forgive those who have sinned against u.
as how those have forgiven your sins.

rest in peace, my dear!